mountains beyond mountains,

[hungrylike]

So, yeah, like, this place has all sorts of things, more'n I thought there'd be of what I was looking for, but there ain't any people I seen yet. Anybody around out there? Me, I'll be in the cafe, I guess. I'm brilliant with burgers.

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[sebastard]

"Well, Sebastian Bush-Kennedy, nice to meet you," he says with a laugh, holding out his hand to shake. And then, before Tom can stare blankly at him again, "I'm gay, too. So I guess I'm your first."

[hungrylike]

"Oh!" It makes sense, now that Tom pieces it together. He wonders is Sebastian is gay because he wears women's clothes, or if he wears women's clothes because he's gay. Do straight men do that, too? Good question, he'll have to ask later. "Huh. Got lost in a- a pride parade? Got lost in one, once. Didn't talk to anybody, though."

[sebastard]

"That must've been fun to walk into. Pride parades're always great." Sebastian grins. "Where'd you live that there aren't any gay people?"

[hungrylike]

"It was pretty weird." Tom says, and then his brain catches up with his mouth. "I mean- not in a bad way. I wasn't expecting it." He thinks a bit before answering Sebastian's question. "It was just me and my dad for a long time. Didn't see a lot of other people." Shrug.

[sebastard]

Sebastian shrugs, smiling, in that sort of 'don't worry, I know what you mean' way. And then he nods, trying to look properly serious. "That was back when you lived in a van?"

[hungrylike]

"Yeah," Tom says, oblivious to any potential levity to the situation. "Just me and my dad. And my dad wasn't gay-- least, I think he wasn't." He certainly didn't chat up girls, but that was because he was too busy respecting them.

[sebastard]

"Most people's dads aren't, I hear." Sebastian grins again. "I didn't know that for a really long time, though."

[hungrylike]

"Oh, really?" Tom can't imagine that. Wait, no. He can. "I- I guess I'm kinda the same. But, you know. Without the dresses." And a lot more howling.

[sebastard]

"You'll, uh--you'll have to tell me how, then." He just said his dad wasn't gay, after all--how'd he grow up thinking gay was the default? Have a confused frown, Tom.

[hungrylike]

Tom rushes to explain himself, clearly having confused his companion somehow. "Oh- you know, uh... Thinking you grew up the normal way, but it's not how you thought?"

[sebastard]

"Oh," Sebastian says, nodding. "What was weird for you?"

[hungrylike]

"Oh, uh..." Tom shrugs, frowning. He doesn't really want to say it, and so despite himself, it comes out in something like a conspirator's whisper. "Starting to think, like... maybe not everything my dad said was right. Not that-- not that he was lying or nothing, just..." frowning and unsure, Tom trains off, frowning.

[sebastard]

Lucky once again, Tom: Sebastian's got plenty of issues with his fathers, many of them poorly understood but keenly felt. He catches on immediately, which is to say that he doesn't catch on at all. "Sometimes they just don't tell the whole truth," he agrees. "Or they tell you the truth, but they don't explain what it means." All of the troubled concerns for and occasional bouts of anger at Archie, all of the time.

The waiter comes over then, and Sebastian quickly glances over the menu. He ends up ordering spaghetti with meat sauce--if he's going out for a treat, he's going to eat something a bit heartier than salad, thank you very much.

[hungrylike]

"Yeah," Tom says. "Yeah, just like that." This distinction is helpful to Tom, who dearly loves and misses his father, but is feeling more and more conflicted toward him as time moves on. When the waiter comes, Tom orders the same thing as Sebastian, not really knowing what else is safe in this environment. He doesn't really trust restaurants.